hi blog i've missed you. honest. i am home now having finally left cambridge with my bodyweight in books and an even heavier heart. it took me 3 hours to get home, the bus was crowded and i was tired and sick of being ogled by horrible men and wanted to cry and my suitcase kept falling over and it was all a bit of a mess. but it's all ok now because i'm in my own bed and have eaten a baguette. and i'm tired tired my brain is a little frazzled despite the fact that i have been getting 12 hours sleep for the last 5 days. 60 hours sleep. or maybe that's why my brain is frazzled. i am glad to be out of cambridge but think i will start to miss it soon. but i think i spent too long there this term owing to the fact that i got in two weeks before the start of term and thus feel like i was born there and will live there all my life and die there.

eeesh i'm tired but there are two things i want to say

it's my grandad's birthday tomorrow (or today when i post this) so happy 79th to him! i decorated a cake saying 'happy chrimbirthday gramps'. this is owing to the fact that it's his birthday but also nearly christmas so i thought i'd combine the two events in one word because i'm hilarious like that. my mum couldn't read it properly and exclaimed 'oh, that's good, happy christmasbirthday, that's good darling.'

i am being plagued by an attack of severe social shyness, worse than my usual general antisociality (yes that is a word.) and lack of faith in humanity. boo.

i have started drawing again hence yesterday's post silent.





note to self: weed disabled jokes out of (already scant) joke repertoire. they often do not go down very well.



good night blog.