hi there bloggah. i have a headache. i think it's the weather.

today i was running and started compiling an ultimate running playlist in my mind. these two made it on to the list.

this when one is just starting up and feeling all cocky and self-confident and empowered



then this when one is on the verge of something - death, maybe. i have a theory that it's impossible to die to this song (too aggressive)



right. in other news, i think something's going on. this is going to sound weird, so bear with me. weird phrases keep popping up in my dreams. this has happened twice recently. the first time i remember hearing a phrase repeated over and over. i woke up and i had forgotten what it was, but it involved fish. don't laugh. i had a feeling i was supposed to understand something. it reminded me of when i was ill and i had a recurrent dream that i was stuck on a tube going in the wrong direction. i still get that dream when i'm stressed.

then last night i had a bit of a Mulholland Drive experience - you know that bit where there's that weird club and that woman singing that weird song? yeah, you'll know what i mean if you've seen it. well, I had that, but the repeated song lyric was 'pasando el rio'. i had it in my head all this morning, so i googled it at lunch. i don't fully know how it translates, but i know 'el rio' is the river, and pasando can mean lots of things but i suppose what makes most sense is 'crossing'. I HARDLY SPEAK ANY SPANISH

WHAT DOES IT MEAN?

oh yeah and i got this video when i youtubed it. obviously, it creeps me out. i'll keep you updated if i have an epiphany. maybe the universe wants me to become a fisherwoman.



WHAT DOES IT MEAN?